Monday, August 28, 2006

Reconstruction

Amid all the destruction, things are beginning to be rebuilt. link to story

Golden Kettle Photostory


Photos by Gustavo Montes de Oca

In West Kabul there is a street that rival factions faught over, taking turns occupying or bombing. A majestic palace stands on a hill looking down the long street, once perhaps a grand march or promenade. Now the palace looks like the shell whose snail died a long time ago. Decorative plasterwork has been remodelled by bullets. Round windows have turned into gaping holes by rocket attacks. Its sweeping approach road curling up the gentle hill has deep bomb craters. There are sandbags in some of the french windows. Columns start at the floor but come to a jagged end short of the ceiling. Once a place to welcome and house important people (more research to come), there is a forbidding ring of razor wire around it. Signs in four languages warn visitors not to take photos. They fear it could be used once again as a staging post for attacks; this time against the Canadian and American army bases in the plains below.

Within sight of the palace there is the wreck of a government building. Inside that wreck live destitute families. We talked to one whose previous accomodation was a tent in Kabul Stadium, but with the return of sporting competitions, they were left homeless again. They have endured two bitter winters in the shell of a building. There are no doors and no windows. Walls and roofs have been blasted apart. This is scarcely shelter.

The family of 15 live in what used to be the kitchens for the civil servant canteen. They have a dog, a rug, a quilt, two mattresses and a pillow, a television powered by a car battery, cutlery, a gas ring, a pot, and a golden kettle.




They have so little, but when we walk in, they offer us tea. Najibullah is sent to fetch water from the pump. To get there he has to clamber through a rocket hole in the wall and over barbed wire. He has to clamber over rubble and to the neighbouring ruins of a block of flats where at least 250 other people live and share the pump. There he has to fend off the other children fighting for the water, pleading with them that he needs tea for guests.

He makes the journey back while his father scavenges sugar from another family in the complex. The baby the father carries is naked, has a distended belly, and a cluster of flies around an open wound on its arm. It stops crying when both its arms are firmly around his 22 year old fathers neck, or it is cramming sugar sweets into its mouth. His mother knows its bad for his teeth, but it keeps him quiet.




Najibullah fires up the gas ring and stands guard over it while his father entertains Jamie, welcoming him onto the riased concrete platform where the red quilt is offered as a seat. The setting sun streams through the damaged walls.

Najibullah pours a little boiling water into the glass mugs to clean them. His father comes to collect the kettle and the black tea leaves. The younger generation has done its bit for hospitality, now the head of the household takes over.


Father asks if we want sugar, it is a luxury he doesn't own.As soon as any glass approaches its last sips, he tops it up, then pats the naked childs tiny bum because as his fathers attention shifted, hed begun to cry.

They have nothing, and they made us tea. In a gold teapot.

I am crying.

Friday, August 25, 2006

Speen Ghar Hotel

In Jalalabad we stayed at the hotel where Osama met journalists. These are my not so factual impressions.

Thursday, August 24, 2006

Photo : Beekeepers Bike

Pimp my Bike
This here is a bicycle. All the bicycles here are the same chinese model.This one belongs to one of 90 returnees being trained in beekeeping as a source of income. It is much needed.
Bike Geeks note the brake levers connect to solid bars rather than wires, it all runs on levers and pivots. Tree Geeks note it is leaning on an orange tree. Camera geeks note Jamie's Canon 20 D in the background.

Photo: Rickshaw

Pimp my Rickshaw
We could of course afford an amoured convoy of humvees like the ones we saw on the Kabul-Jalalabad road, but this keeps things a bit more undercover. This night there was a kidnapping in the city so after finishing with the refugees, we counted ants at the hotel.

Photo: Refugee Trucks

Pimp my truck
These trucks are stopping at an encashment center aka. A UNHCR help point where refugees are given medical care, mine awareness lessons! (welcome home- watch your step), necessaries, and cash for transport and set up costs. Jamie and I rode on top of the cabin.

Drips and Drabs from the last few days

We visited a school for the blind and disabled. Click this


We rode on the roof of a truck returning 27 refugees to a land some of them had never seen but still claimed as their own. They left Pakistan because there were no jobs, and they had no land. They thought that they would find better conditions in Afghanistan. Their optimism was heartbreaking as the day before we had seen the situation they could hope for at best.

We had driven in a UNHCR convoy to a township near Jalalabad. A township is a number of houses built by the returnees on land the government gives them. Here refugees had what they all clamour for: A piece of the country they haven't seen in 25 years. This plot of land was sandwiched between a dried river bed and a minefield. The nearest village, and school, refuses to have a connecting road built. There are few jobs if any. There is a culture of asking the relief agencies for more, but surprisingly little desire to help each other or help themselves. An ex-teacher moans about the lack of a school. I suggest he teach. He laughs.

Despite these difficulties, I was surprised by how developed the site was. I had expected ramshackle huts and tents; but here, using local techniques and the few things their land has a bounty of, stone and dirt, the families had within a year, constructed their 2 bedroom houses and many had erected walls demarcating their plots. The more senior residents had even added refinements to the design like guttering and decorative patterns.

The border with Pakistan is a bustle of migrant hustle and police hassle. And dust. And flies. And deep red glasses of pomegranate juice. Women in blue burkas march out, women in blue burkas stride in. Children in Guantanamo-orange sharwal camises flood back from Pakistan. Their closest school is on the other side of the border. As they flow past they run their hands across the bars of the fence, their fingers easing off layers of dust and the black fence beneath is revealed.

16 wheeler trucks carrying mundane containers are elaborately decorated. Each Panel along the side is framed with flowers and bright coloured paintings of idyllic homes by rivers. Inside each frame fit three florid letters. MER.CED.ESB.ENZ.GER.MAN.YSU.PER.DEL.UXE.MDL.2004

We are waiting for a truck of refugees to come by so we can ride with them. We sit in an office dodging flies and nodding in agreement to the incoherent Pashto declarations of an Ex- Afghan Army soldier. He did the compulsory three years and got out. Or maybe, they let him go. His iris doesn't touch the sides of his eyes and his hands are possessed.

Our translator waits until he's comfortable with us to express his discomfort at certain traditions. He looks embarrassed when he admits his wife wears a burka. When I ask if he talks about it with her he is restored and says he does. Apparently. Its pretty hot underneath a head to toe sheet.

Drivers: You take your life in your own hands when you cross the road. You put your life in the driver's when you get in a car. You need an expression like Inshallah (if god wills) to keep you at ease.

Akmal, our driver, has a Pakistani made car, so the steering wheel is on the wrong side. To see if it is safe to overtake he has to swing the car fully into the oncoming lane. Eventually I scavenge enough Dari from the dictionary to devise a message relaying system. Apparently. Shouting woooah, is not a universal sign of danger get back in your lane. Now.

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Bats

I am instantly asleep.

I wake up according to the alarm of my mangled internal ticker at one o'clock. Against the background humming of the generators of the nearby embassies, I hear the occasional high pitched pulses of bats hunting nocturnal insects. A few swoop past the window. I laugh at the thought that unlike birds which occasionally crash into windows, bats have no such concern.

Earlier we saw a bird pluck a grape from the vine and run off like a naughty child to a tree. The grape proved too much for him to swallow while balancing on the branch, so he hopped down to the floor to enjoy his spoils.

Bats. (this link goes to a post in my frivolous writing blog)

Kabul at last

Gus, wake up, look.

The plane descends and once my eyes make it past the rippling folds in the white clothes of the afghani by the window, I can see surprising greenery. I really want to see more but my eyelids have a will of their own, and so I see a time lapse snapshot of the land we're flying into. Blink. The greenery gives way to brown mountains with sharp edges. Blink. The mountain slopes are furry with mud houses. Blink. There are fighter jets and helicpters bearing the marks of the UN and the army. They all have canvas sheets over their windows to protect them from dust storms. Blink. Goodbye sir, thanks for flying Ariana.

We step out onto the stairs and the heat is immediate. I pause a moment and look around. Despite having transformed from smart to dishevelled over the course of countless waiting lounges and hours of travel, I feel iconic as I squint in the morning sun.

The city is swimming in a haze of dust, there's not enough industry yet for it to be pollution.

Like D.F. Kabul is a high altitude capital cupped by surrounding mountains. Like D.F, as the city expands, the mountains become populated. Kabul was designed to house 1.5 million, now there are 4 million inhabitants.

We climb a hill near the British embassy called Wazir-Akbar Khan. Here the rich are expanding into the hillside. The Tajikistan embassy has a solid wall built already though inside there is only a foundation and upright steel rods. A house with wraparound balconies and flower topped columns is a local military commander’s. A few houses built and designed like palaces in cramped spaces announce in English that they are for rent. The already rich are making a fortune renting out their houses to foreigners. A government worker gets $5o dollars a month. These houses go for $6,000.

At the top of the hill a child has clambered up a thirty foot billboard advertising nothing but rust. Behind him, at the highest point is a concrete diving platform a triple flip off which would lead to paralysis if not death. The pool was built by the Soviets, but there was only ever water in it for a few days. It has stood empty since the mujahadeen repelled the invaders in 1989.

Transient Vista

A series of neverending moments. Permanent nows stretching endlessly without thought of future, without knowledge of past.

Waking up on the floor after blinking , I scramble to find my phone to read the time. It's still on a meaningless setting form somewhere that must have occurred before but I can't picture. Probably another departure lounge. Whatever the clock says it's context free and doesn't help me place time. Fall asleep again, fearful of snoring, unsure what the etiquette is.

Go to the bathroom. In the first room through the door there is a series of stools facing a wall with a tap per stool. Small square swimming pool tiles in grey line the wall and creep along the floor to the stools. I've not seen a urinal like this before.

I'm still staring at the closest low stool, wondering how best to employ it in my quest for relief. A thought begins to make itself heard through the din of echoing airport safety announcements and departure times. "Take your shoes off when going into mosques."

Shoes, feet, smelly. Tap, water, clean. Do not piss here.

Wake up again, this time there's carpet under me and chart pop is playing. Theres chart pop playing everywhere, there is chart pop playing now, everywhere is now. Everywhere is now. Home, Victoria station, train, Gatwick shops, Etihad airlines, etihad bus to dubai, taxi from dubai to airport, taxi from dubai terminal one to terminal two, terminal two I can't distinguish if theres music playing into or out of my ears. Carpet floor where I am now singing along, trying not to snore.

Everywhere is now, I am now, I am everywhere. I am everywhere I have been and am going to be.

Following that flawed logic: I am pop music. You have every right to hate me.

"excuse me" What. No. I wasn't asleep. My leg spasms and kicks over a chair. Look how alert I am I pick the chair up and jump to my feet. I was just listening to the contents of my rucksack to make sure they were still inanimate, I thought id heard them speaking to each other. Yeah. Wide awake, me.

Friday, August 18, 2006

5 am. Leaving at 6

I know that in fifteen minutes an alarm clock will sound downstairs. I won't hear it, nonetheless its flesh repercussions will come up the stairs, mindful at first of their steps on slowly warping wood but gradually forgetting the care until they clatter into my room. Or at least, if the sonic disturbances had chosen me as their medium, that’s how I'd proceed to wake the traveller and his house.

I am the traveller, waiting to be woken, having been unable to sleep. Any barren patch of paper has been irrigated with ink, its furrows sprouting the words for disconnected items which combined make the harvest of everything I'm taking.

Its not my usual style but I've got lists within lists.

I know not only what I'm taking, but also where it is. Pens: outside pocket. Thermal underwear : main compartment but inside a white plastic bag. Water purification tablets : wrapped around their instructions for use in the mesh section of the toiletries bag in the on flight luggage.

I've also discovered what I don’t have. 5 pairs of underwear folded and ready : zip up pocket on the side of the rucksack which I delivered to Oscar 12 hours ago.